Lololol.

there is so much shit going on at this point that i cant focus and my grades are seriously slipping. i havent had the time to do my community service because of all the shit going on at home. im gonna end up failing half my classes. i just got in another car accident. i dont feel safe being me. im upsetting my entire family and i hate doing this to them because theres already so much going on. i hate being me because all i am is a failure, someone who keeps wasting money, someone who isnt going anywhere in life. im someone who doesnt deserve to be here. my entire being is betraying me and everything i want to do. the thoughts i used to have are coming back. nobody can help me at this point. 

It’s cool. I mean it’s not like I ever cared about you or anything. It’s not like I ever gave up something important to me to do something for you. The worst part is, you say you care, but I don’t think you do.